Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 11:18 AM
It's all in what you do..
Say it with your actions,
Saying them words to me doesn't mean anything.
I don't want to hear em,
Baby you can keep those three, might as well not even speak
Many different times before,
you were almost out the door..
then you'd say it and I'd forgive everything.
Well i'm sorry to report.. that's not working anymore.
Now i need to see if that's what you really mean.
No more "I'm sorry", "I love you"
I need proof
Baby boy, it's all in what you do (to me)
I love you, if that's true..
baby boy, it's all in what you do.
Say it in your actions,
say it in the way you touch, the things you do for us
I don't want to be mean,
but when it comes to this love,
saying it just aint enough.
* * *
Happy 10 months KingRabbit
Although this should be a happy post,
I can't bring myself to pretend.
Even though I love you, the events of the past week have left such a scar, that it might take weeks, months, years to heal.
I will get stronger and better, but for now, I'm so vulnerable.
At least from this, I learn who my real friends are.
Those that stick with me, despite all my crying and whining.
And i learn about those who betray me.
I really would love to say with certainty that we'll last another 10 months and another and another. But for now, I'd love to spend even just one month with you.
I know relationships are built on trust, and right now I can't trust you fully, but when I begin to heal, maybe our broken trust will too.
Happy ten months... of love, tears and heartbreak.
