Sunday, December 25, 2011 @ 3:19 PM
Merry Christmas
It's surprising what christmas can do to people...
the stress of buying presents... the excitement of receiving and giving... the feast.. the family gatherings...
all in all, there is a sort of special buzz in the air leading up to this day.
Yet, here I am sitting at home on my laptop typing about what I SHOULD be doing.
Due to unfortunate work circumstances, I'm at home, alone.
But in actual fact, I don't mind it too much.
I think Christmas is the perfect time for me to reflect on what was, is and will be.
To KingRabbit: Thank you. It's safe to say that you've been the bigger person in all this, and I'm grateful to still have your friendship. It means the world to me.
To Happyfeet: I think that we'll be happy together. :)
To Everyone else: Have a merry christmas and happy holidays.
x
Wednesday, December 21, 2011 @ 3:20 AM
numbness
I think that limbo would be the most horrible place on Earth... the feeling of not being anywhere in particular, of not knowing.. terrifies me.
Tonight, or should I say this morning.. I finally made a decision.
Now, I have to wait for the repercussions of my decision.. and it's killing me.
There's a numbness in my head that is blocking out everything at the moment... But I know that as soon as I let my guard down.. everything is going to come flooding back.
Now, I have to wait for the repercussions of my decision.. and it's killing me.
There's a numbness in my head that is blocking out everything at the moment... But I know that as soon as I let my guard down.. everything is going to come flooding back.
I don't know if my decision was right... probably wrong timing...
But like the Sun and Cougar say... life's too short to not live in the moment.
Thank you.
x
Thursday, December 15, 2011 @ 12:48 AM
timing
I think a lot of people underestimate the importance of timing....
