Wednesday, April 28, 2010 @ 9:40 PM
When doubt eats away at you
I am so spiteful.
I know it... aren't all girls?
Recently, I cut my hair short(er) and pierced my tragus... all to spite my KingRabbit...
(he prefers long hair and he wanted to be there for my piercing).
I don't regret the piercing or the hair cut (LIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR) because in the end, they help shape me and who I am.
Well, the piercing does, not so much the hair.. hehe.
Anyway, dear reader...
KingRabbit and I have gotten back, despite all the tears and drama.
It's not to say that everything is back to normal..
But, we both knew this was going to be hard... Your ten months present has basically confirmed my determination to make us work...
You might have to bear with the insecurities for a little while though... it's just a product of the past, the side-effect or probably the result of what has happened.
I'm sorry , but that's me.
Flawed and horribly insecure.
But I will get better, I promise.
I love you.
