Monday, September 13, 2010 @ 7:33 PM
I wonder..
There are a lot of things that I wonder about...
1. Why crappy things have happened to me all year
2. Whether I have done such terrible deeds to warrant this treatment
3. Why dad isn't a good husband
4. How Carly is
5. What life with Carly would be like
6. Whether I can even be in another relationship
7. Whether I'm going to end up a lonely old spinster
8. Why I can't study
9. Whether or not I should go to the GC
10 Whether I can trust anyone anymore
11. What he is doing now
12 Whether he misses me or not
At this point in my life, surely there is more that just the past?

