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Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 12:49 AM
The renewal of the blog.
Life after the HSC is definitely not all it seems... I'm so bored that I don't know what to do with myself! Looking back now, I know that I definitely could've tried a lot harder and gotten a better mark.. Oh well. The past is the past right?
2010. Time sure flies when you're having fun! I even forgot about the existence of this blog.. (i created another one in Nov 2009... but i deleted it... it felt too much like cheating on THIS blog.) Looking back on past blogs, I can definitely see that i've grown up.
I was so.. emo! But I guess that was expected right? Haha. Past loves and pain are gently nudged aside in place of new ones.. MyKINGRABBIT♥ my one and only. :) My friend-turned-bestfriend-turned-lover. Sometimes I think I take him for granted.. his love for me and willingness to spoil me makes it easy for me to make unreasonable demands (stay the night chan.. for the fifth night in a row!) but that's one of the reasons why I love him xD♥
 But love and all aside, I honestly feel like a horrible granddaughter. In light of recent events, I realised that sometimes not having the security and comfort of a home or even a person that you can hug, kiss or belong to, can be quite ... scary. She means the world to me, and realising that she feels like she is alone in this world tears me apart.. especially when I know I am part of the reason why she feels this way.
The world of the adults is so scary and foreign to me... it's a world where one can feel as if they have no place in a family they helped create. A world where having face is important, regardless of who you're trying to impress.. be it your own brother, your daughter's inlaws, your cousins or even your grandchildren.
For the past couple of hours I've been wracking my brain for solutions.. so far a frustrating result of 0 solutions have been thought up. And the guilt isn't helping either. Only thing i could think of was to bake her a banana cake (it's her fave). Teehee.
ANYWAY to quickly finish here are my New Years Resolution(s): 1. Be a better granddaughter/ daughter 2. Study my ass off to get into med 3. Be a better gf (stop getting pissed over stupid things ! ahaha)
In any case, it's still not too late to start being a better granddaughter or a better girlfriend or a better sister or a better friend. So 2010.. look out! Here i come ~
x
Labels: family, HSC, love
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Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 12:49 AM
The renewal of the blog.
Life after the HSC is definitely not all it seems... I'm so bored that I don't know what to do with myself! Looking back now, I know that I definitely could've tried a lot harder and gotten a better mark.. Oh well. The past is the past right?
2010. Time sure flies when you're having fun! I even forgot about the existence of this blog.. (i created another one in Nov 2009... but i deleted it... it felt too much like cheating on THIS blog.) Looking back on past blogs, I can definitely see that i've grown up.
I was so.. emo! But I guess that was expected right? Haha. Past loves and pain are gently nudged aside in place of new ones.. MyKINGRABBIT♥ my one and only. :) My friend-turned-bestfriend-turned-lover. Sometimes I think I take him for granted.. his love for me and willingness to spoil me makes it easy for me to make unreasonable demands (stay the night chan.. for the fifth night in a row!) but that's one of the reasons why I love him xD♥
 But love and all aside, I honestly feel like a horrible granddaughter. In light of recent events, I realised that sometimes not having the security and comfort of a home or even a person that you can hug, kiss or belong to, can be quite ... scary. She means the world to me, and realising that she feels like she is alone in this world tears me apart.. especially when I know I am part of the reason why she feels this way.
The world of the adults is so scary and foreign to me... it's a world where one can feel as if they have no place in a family they helped create. A world where having face is important, regardless of who you're trying to impress.. be it your own brother, your daughter's inlaws, your cousins or even your grandchildren.
For the past couple of hours I've been wracking my brain for solutions.. so far a frustrating result of 0 solutions have been thought up. And the guilt isn't helping either. Only thing i could think of was to bake her a banana cake (it's her fave). Teehee.
ANYWAY to quickly finish here are my New Years Resolution(s): 1. Be a better granddaughter/ daughter 2. Study my ass off to get into med 3. Be a better gf (stop getting pissed over stupid things ! ahaha)
In any case, it's still not too late to start being a better granddaughter or a better girlfriend or a better sister or a better friend. So 2010.. look out! Here i come ~
x
Labels: family, HSC, love
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