Sunday, November 20, 2011 @ 12:42 AM
secrets and all
The thing with secrets is that in the end, someone will always find out.
They spill.
And when they do, emotions spill too.. anger, betrayal, hurt.
Such a dangerous game we play with secrets.. because we trust the people closest to us, just to be hurt by them in the end.
So, whose fault is it?
Ours, for entrusting them, even though, we know that in end, it all comes out anyway.. or
theirs, for spilling?
But, we must not forget that there are those who are hurt by the mere fact that the secret exists.. the excluded ones. Who are, for the lack of a better word, innocent.
Friday, November 18, 2011 @ 11:19 AM
nightmares
Had my first nightmare this month.. was terrified.
Mum died in my dream.. and I was left in the ocean with sharks.
Gah.
I dislike dying dreams... everything else I can handle (except stalker dreams haha)
In any case, my dream-catcher tattoo cannot come soon enough.
D:
On a happier note, I'm legally allowed to drive on my own! :D
Although, the fact that I even passed the test is slightly worrying.
Hahaha
x
Labels: driving, nightmares
Saturday, November 5, 2011 @ 2:25 AM
spring ♥
It's finally november.
Long, warm, sunny days with gentle winds wafting the sweet nectary smell of flowers and pollen everywhere as birds chirp all FUCKING MORNING.
In retrospect, it really isn't bad compared to the cold, bitter winter months.. But I love my sleep.
Whenever I get a decent amount of it. If at all.
In any case, this lovely spring weather has also brought about a feeling of change..
Interviews, different tastes in music, changed nature of friendships...
just a few to name.
Also, ashamedly... I have joined the mega (re)blogging platform that is Tumblr.
But in my defence, they have very pretty pictures and cool animations [gifs]. (I'd make a bad lawyer haha)
Don't worry, dear blog, you'll still be my main ♥
at least for deep philosophical rants about mundane events and objects.
If I could be bothered, I'd upload pretty pictures here too.
See?
x
@ 2:18 AM
how things change.
Tonight I had probably the biggest health scare ever...
I had stomach pain so bad that I had to be admitted to hospital.. mainly because I couldn't even sit upright let alone stand or walk.
Tonight's events lead to me two epiphanies...
1. my health is shit
2. there are retards that work at hospitals that shouldn't.